I have been creatively lost lately. I have had no desire to create things. I turned 26 last weekend, and I haven't made a list for 26.
I've been spending a lot of my energies on organizing my life. Decluttering. Cleaning. Trying to simplify. It is a hard process and something that I am not naturally very good at. Perhaps there is a feeling that if I can streamline my life there will be more energies for living a creative life. Perhaps I feel that if I declutter enough, there will be more space in my life for the things that make my heart sing.
I have decided to not make a list of 26. My goals and priorities seem to change so much throughout the year, that by April I feel like I have to rush and cross all these things off a list that doesn't inspire me anymore.
Here is my 25 list and what I managed to accomplish.
1. improve my 5k time
2. Take a drawing class
3. explore a new city
4. go surfing
5. make real hot cocoa
6. drink sangria
7. make salad dressing from scratch
8. Take a staycation
9. Get a design *out there*
10. do something spontaneous – I’m counting my octopus tattoo, which was not planned, or drawn in advance.
11. do yoga daily for one month
12. read seven deadly sins - I read about half of it, and that’s enough for me. I’m getting rid of it.
13. make a fire
14. declutter studio – Well I did a bit of decluttering, but more is needed…soon
15. slip n'slide
16. paint a big canvas
17. make ice cream
18. clean out my closet
19. screenprint something
20. chinup – Well technically, I still can’t do a chinup. But I did swing upside down from the flying trapeze.
21. draw a self portrait
22. finish my quilt
23. ride a bike
24. live with less
25. grow something – I did grow something. Mould, but I don’t think that counts.
I did get inspired enough to make this little birdy stamp this week. And I'm quite smitten with him. And my heart sang.
For now, I'm happy with that.